Archive | November, 2010

Confession of a lonely mom :(

28 Nov

“A mother’s love for her child is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law, no pity, it dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path.” Agatha Christie

Napakabilis ng paglipas ng taon nakatatlong taon na rin pala ako dito sa UAE. Tatlong taon ko na rin hindi nakakasama ang aking nag iisang anak. Although yearly or minsan twice a year ako umuwi hindi pa rin sapat para mawala ang pagkamiss ko sa kanya. Napakahirap sa part ng isang ina na malayo sa anak kung pwede lang umuwi agad agad pag may sakit sya, kung pwede lang na lumipad everytime na kailangan nya ako, makishare sa mga special moment sa buhay nya, umattend sa mga activities nya sa school or gusto nya ng bed time stories bago matulog.

Madami akong namiss sa tatlong taon kung pagkawala, 5 years old sya ng umalis ako, nasa kakulitan stage nasa stage na kailangan ng gabay ng isang ina para sa paghubog ng kanyang personality. Mag 8 yrs na sya sa January, yung 3 years na hindi kame magkasama parang  katumbas ng 30 years para sa akin. Super thanks sa technology atleast  kahit malayo kme sa isat isa physically parang malapit na rin . We chat almost everyday and may FB na rin sya. Grabe super laki na nya parang kailan lang balibaliktad pa sya magsulat ng ABC but now I can chat with her straight nasasabi nya gusto nyang sabihin and she even get to express her emotion through FB status update. Just recently my heart broke when I saw her FB status

What makes me sad this morning was… I just learn from my bro. that my daughter don’t want to attend family day in her school today kase wala naman daw syang mommy.  I almost cried if only I have wings to fly.

I don’t want to spend another year of my life  without her … I know, I only have a little time left to enjoy her childhood.. soon magiging teenager na sya  kung pwede nga lang bata na lang sya forever. I want to catch up with her, makabawi sa mga panahon na wala ako sa tabi nya enjoy every moment with her.

I’m on my annual vacation sa January, finally  mahahug at makikiss ko na rin sya ulit. Sana ito na ang huling taon na hindi kame magkasama. I’m still in the process of getting her visa sana Papa Jesus magrant na po visa nya at pag nangyari  po yon ako na siguro ang pinakamasayang mommy sa buong mundo.

I love you so much Baby Kat! We will be together very very soon… That’s a   promise!

Magic ni Bro

19 Nov

Missin’ my bro. he’s on a vacation leave and enjoying his stay with family and friends… savoring the taste of  freedom from stressful work  (inggit mode). Kuyaaaaaa…. come back soon we have no driver for 2 weeks now hehe

BTW, just want to share one of his talents. Card Magic Trick… performed during the birthday celebration of my good friend Mhel. me singing on the background wahaha!


Thanks Souq

10 Nov

Ye’y soooooo happy…. I’ve got my 1st pay from my online store through I have now more reasons to go online, not just Facebooking  during my spare time. 🙂

Please visit my items in Souq by clicking this link.

All I Want for Christmas

2 Nov

I’m doing some rounds with my favorite blogs when I came across the house of Prinsesa Musang. She’s organizing an event called “All I Want for Christmas” a sort of Exchange Gift or Monito Monita among the bloggers. I know it will be a blast, I’m excited to know whos gonna be my partner. Calling all my blogger friends, I personally invite you to join the fun aswell, just click this link for the mechanics.

By the way here’s my wishlist, although anything straight from your heart will certainly much appreciated.

Something small: colored contact lenses (-3.25 power lens)

Something big: Big Luggage


Something cute: Any Hello Kitty Stuff

Something soft: Disney Stuffed Toys


Something techie: PQI 4GB usb flash drive (or any brand)


Something fancy: Bodyshop Lip balm

Something green: Green Traveling bag

Something wearable: wedge shoes


Something you need: Headset

Something you can use for work: mouse for laptop

Something sweet: Toblerone Honeycomb Crisp


All I Want For Christmas: 1 TB Hard Drive (Plug & Play)


Let’s give love on Christmas Day!